Can Someone PLEASE!

I need a break!! Just when I think life might be looking up, I get this really crummy news today. 6 weeks ago I had surgery in the pelvic region, which included an incision within the vaginal canal. Today I had my follow-up appointment, and I was all set to hear "all is well". Instead, I hear "F*#k!" coming from between my legs as the Doctor is examining me. No joke.

Okay, so, I'm an open-minded person. I hear the "F" word used all the time. I even use it occasionally myself, so when I hear it, it usually doesn't phase me. Today, however, it threw me for a loop! It's not something one is accustomed to hearing in a doctor's office - particularly from the doctor while he is in the middle of a pelvic exam! Lucky for the Doc, he's from my hometown, and I like him. Otherwise I would have had a real problem with it.

It turns out the incision in the vaginal canal hasn't healed properly, which means I am going to have to have surgery again to fix it, and apparently the doc was none too happy about it. F*#K!!! I'm none too happy about it either! This is going to be my third surgery in less than six months! I am starting to feel like a science project!

At the end of June this year I had shoulder surgery. I spent three months recovering from that, and I'm actually STILL trying to heal from it. Then at the end of September, I had this other surgery. I was just finally starting to feel better, and could actually get around and start doing things that required some physical exertion. Now I have to go through it all again. This really sucks! Not only do I have to have this third surgery while Hubby is away for six weeks, but it means I will have to prolong having sex again for another six weeks too. Not to mention that I have go through the healing process yet again, which is a bitch all on its own.

Like life can't get anymore depressing!

After the bad news today I decided the rest of the day was going to be spent having some "pamper me" time. I think I deserve it, don't you? Yes, I'd say I definitely deserve it, so I went out after my doctors appointment and took myself to lunch, got my hair colored and cut, got my nails done, and had a pedicure too. Yay for me! I haven't done that in a while, and I have to say, DAMN, THAT FELT GREAT! Then I even took myself out to dinner just to put the finishing touches on my day. :)

Now I am bee-u-ti-ful, but pooped! lol Time for bed - have to work in the morning. Nighty-night!