Changes Ahead - part 2

I am really tired tonight, but I felt like posting, so here I am. :)

I've been packing all day. Back in October I was supposed to move back to Texas, and a good deal of my belongings are already packed. But about two weeks before I was supposed to move, Hubby asked me to stay through the winter. I agreed, so here I still sit, but I never unpacked the boxes that I had already packed. Although, in the last 6 or 7 months I have been pulling things out of boxes, little by little if I needed them. Well, now that I am packing again, I am finding that I've pulled out a heck of a lot more than I thought I had. Add that to all the things I've purchased over that time, and I feel like I've got a lot of packing to do - again. It is amazing how much "stuff" can be accumulated over the course of such a short period of time.

I am having mixed emotions about this upcoming move. In one respect, I'm really bummed that this move is only relocating us two blocks away. I was really hoping that my next move would be back to my beloved Texas. I also don't know how this is going to affect the move I am supposed to make in September. Having to pack a moving truck again so soon will probably be the cause of a few arguements between Hubby and I, and I hate fighting. On the other hand, I am actually looking forward to this move, because we are moving into a much nicer house. It's also bigger. Much bigger. I don't know how many square feet the house is that we are living in now, but this new house is a 1700 sq. ft., 3 bedroom, 2 1/2 bath home, with a two car garage. Oh - and I have to stress the word NEW. Our base has been doing a lot of revamping, and the housing area is getting a major overhaul, so we are getting a brand new house. I am finding that I can't complain about it, although the simple act of having to move is a pain in the butt. Especially when you consider that we were told we would be in a house that wouldn't be affected by the construction when we moved in.

Anyway, I am finding that I am actually getting excited about this move. I really need a change of scenery, and I keep telling myself this just might be what the doctor ordered. A fresh start on a new street, new neighbors, a great house, maybe a new perspective on things... I am also hoping that maybe I can make a friend or two over there. It also cuts my travel time to work in half. Not that my travel time is really all that bad - as it is, it only takes me 5 minutes to get to work. It's one of the perks of living and working on base. But now, my travel time will only be 2 1/2 minutes, lol! Mind you, that's also a pit fall, because there are only two of us that work in my office that live on base. If one of the full-timer's gets stuck because of bad weather, gets sick, or whatever, Big T or I are the ones they call on to fill in or help out.

So, like I said, I'm actually getting excited about this move. Initially Hubby and I decided to let the military move us, but then we realized we could make some money by moving ourselves, so that's what we have decided to do. It's probably not the smartest idea given our recent health issues, but we could really use the money. Besides, Hubby is recruiting a bunch of military guys from work to help us out on moving day. As far actually moving furniture and boxes, we'll have help, so it shouldn't be too tough.

Speaking of health issues, today I was supposed to call the doctor about the portable heart monitor I'm supposed to be on. Well, before I called the doctors office today to set up a time for that, I decided maybe I should call our health insurance company, just to make sure I was cleared with authorization for these upcoming appointments. It's a good thing I called. For starters, the doctor and his nurse weren't even in today. That's a little frustrating since it was them who told me to call today. On top of that, I found out that I am not authorized for these appointments. Now I have to wait to hear back from both the doctor and our insurance company before I can get this stuff taken care of. I have been told it can take up to a week for the authorization process, and I can't even make the appointments until I have that authorization number, which means it could be two weeks or more before I do the heart monitor thing. Like there isn't enough stress in my life right now. *sighs*

I have been thinking a lot about Sexy Man today. Most of the time I try not to think about him, but for some reason he has been on my mind all day. I really miss him, and that makes me sad. There have been a few times when I wanted to pick up the phone and send him a text just to see how he is doing. I always stop myself with a reminder of how he decided to end things, which always makes me feel worthless in his eyes, and then I get pissed off all over again about how he handled things. Then I start mulling over our relationship, rehashing the wonderful times we had, and hitting a brick wall when I get to how things ended. I am still very confused over the way things ended, because I can't understand how two people who had something so wonderful can just let things end the way it did - or more to the point, how HE could end things the way HE did. It's a nasty little cycle that I really need to break, so I am trying to stay strong.

On a more happy note, after a very relaxing back rub, Hubby and I had some really good sex last night! I turned on HBO and there was a "Real Sex" episode on about the ultimate orgasm, lol - Hubby watched it with me, and he really must have been paying attention, because he made me have an orgasm without clitoral stimulation. Now guys, here's the scoop: A LOT of women NEED clitoral stimulation to have an orgasm, and for them, to have one with only vaginal stimulation is a real treat. It is a very different sensation as orgasms go. Last night, Hubby and I had to take it slow and easy because of that angiogram procedure I had done, but because of that, he was hitting my G-spot juuussst right! YUMMY!!

If you want to give your lady a real treat, try this... While you are having intercourse, (don't forget the pre-sex back massage*wink-wink*), start out only going about two inches in, and use a slow but steady rhythm. Do this for as long as you possibly can (only going about two inches in) - it will be a treat for you too, but you'll probably have to call on every ounce of self-control you have if your lady is going to reach orgasm this way, because once you let your load go and get soft, it won't feel nearly as yummy to her. By using this method, you are essentially massaging her G-spot with the head of the penis, and it's HEAVENLY! [A side note to this is that it just isn't the same when you are slamming your lady with full strokes.]

Well, I suppose it is time for me to get to bed. I have more packing to do tomorrow. I'm trying to take it easy after being in the hospital, so it is a slow process. Good thing I have three weeks before the move actually takes place.

xoxo